I’m giving this site up. This site is not somewhere that I can come to say what I feel anymore. So I’m done coming here. I’ve created a private blog that only I can read. But I’m leaving up the last two posts because I meant what I said. Whenever you wonder what I feel about you…always come back and see that I say Fuck You!
Okay, it’s obvious that people who read this think that they know me. You don’t. So with that said, if you don’t like what you read or are sick of what you read. STOP FUCKING COMING HERE! Don’t come here and insult me. It is uncalled for and plain ignorant to insult someone that you do not know and who didn’t ask yo ass to come here in the first place. What, you’ve read some feelings that I have chosen to put here and you know me? Please…get a life, because you obviously don’t have one of your own seeing as though you feel the need to come here and read about mine. Since you have so much to say and are so balanced, with such great advice, why don’t you get your own blog and quit coming to my spot…because you are NOT welcome here.
Please don’t forget to read my reply to your little comment…
Oh, and you have been banned from commenting here. So, stay off my site!
In writing my last post, I realized something…I’m come here to write about my depression, complaints, hurt feelings, my anger after arguments with Bay and all other frustatrations… It didn’t start out being that type of blog but I guess it has evolved into what I need. I feel bad always complaining to My Bay. And I haven’t been able to "feel" God lately, so although I may talk to Him, a lot of times I don’t get that feeling of resolve that I need. So this has become my sounding board where I put some of the heavy parts of my heart. In real life, I don’t think that I come off as a whoa is me type of person. I try to appear upbeat and semi happy. But just like everyone else I have issues, and bad things going on in my life that I need to let out sometimes. I can’t always go to My Bay with how I am feeling. That’s why I think I needed this blog to become the house of my heavy heart. I think I might rename this blog that. It fits. And although there are a few people that seem to be reading, I come here for me and only me. I come here to release and get it out with the hope that if I put it somewhere it doesn’t have to live in my heart anymore. No comments needed, no judgements passed…just my heart released.
